Being a mom raises a lot of questions. Am I going to be good? Where do we live? What schools are best? What if they don't love me? What if I'm a bad parent? The question keep coming from all different areas. They multiply daily as the time approaches. But, being a mother who has witnessed more than some can fathom, raises questions that become unimaginable. How do I let them out of my site? Who can I trust? What if someone hurts them like I was hurt? What can I do to make sure that never happens? Home school? Can i shelter them forever? What the hell do I do?
I have witnessed more in my young life than a lot of people have. I'm a victim. I have lost everything more than once, lost my home. Had my family broken into pieces. Family I will never speak to again. I was abused by someone in my family, someone who was supposed to guide me. I lost all trust and faith at a very young age. When I got pregnant, everything changed. I realized I had to regain faith for my child, for myself. I asked myself all these questions and realized the answer is quiet simple. I raise my children with respect, honesty and I protect them until they head to their own battles. Its scary as hell, terrifying, but that's all I can do.
This blog is to help people who have been lost with their past. Its so people know they are not alone. I am no psychologist, have no degree or any schooling. But I have experience. And this is from my perspective.